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A Developing Image

Remember the miraculous technology of Polaroid camera? You aimed, shot and a film panel emerged from the underside of the camera. The intrigue was that it was amorphous at first. Then a very grainy image began to appear. We watched with fascination to see the image we captured. It was instant gratification instead of having to finish with a roll of film, remove it from the camera, drop it off to a film processor and then wait two weeks for it to be ready for pick up. A polaroid allowed us to watch the development of an image before our very eyes.

At Christmas we begin to recognize Jesus in the grainy Advent image as the answer to our prayer, “Lord Jesus, come!” or, in the original Greek, “Maranatha!” In the past four weeks we have heard in the Advent scriptures that we were to be alert, awake and attentive to God’s inbreaking movement. We have sought to empty ourselves of our surface wishes, trusting that God is ready to give us the deepest desires of our hearts. This Advent hope calls for us to open a wide-angle lens on our surroundings so that we don’t miss the subtle messages of God’s presence that are easily eclipsed by our own chaos. Just as we peered at a polaroid picture, newly emerged from the darkness of the camera, hope allows us to live without a full understanding of how God’s purposes are being fulfilled.

Walter Brueggemann writes, “…hope is the conviction, against a great deal of data, that God is tenacious and persistent in overcoming the deathliness of the world, that God intends joy and peace. Christians find compelling evidence, in the story of Jesus, that Jesus, with great persistence and great vulnerability, everywhere he went, turned the enmity of society toward a new possibility, turned the sadness of the world toward joy, introduced a new regime where the dead are raised, the lost are found, and the displaced are brought home again.”

We just completed a study of Craig Barnes book, Searching for Home: Spirituality for Restless Souls. He observes that our North American culture has become increasingly nomadic. No longer staying for generations on the family farm, we move between cities, houses, jobs and relationships. We focus on material goods to satisfy our spiritual yearning. No matter what we acquire, we are continually disappointed.

I spoke with a 30-something year old man recently who was depressed because he worked at a well-paying but meaningless job. It didn’t use his talents or education. His job carried the benefits so there was pressure to keep working there indefinitely to ensure good medical coverage for him and his wife. She wanted him to seek help for his depression but was anxious at the thought of him going in search of a new position that would be fulfilling for him. I sat with him as a spiritual counselor and he asked if I knew of any good employment opportunities. I was not there to serve as a human job fair. I was there to assure him that God is near and trustworthy. Through his tears and his request for prayer at the end of our conversation, he recognized that his deepest desire was to be known and loved by God. Searching for anything else left him feeling adrift and empty.

Barnes writes, “From the perspective of contemporary nomads, every night is just another night of exhaustion from serving Caesar, Quirinius, and Herod. It’s just another ordinary year under the tyrants of boring jobs, broken hearts, and the inability to find a place where they can finally get a little peace on earth. But from the perspective of heaven there was high drama going on that silent night long ago that had the capacity to change all our nights and days. That’s what happens today: the Son of God is born again and again into the hearts of the homeless, which means divinity has made its home with those who are just quietly wandering through the dark.”

Our human tendency is to look for contentment from the superficial aspects to our life. We try to put down roots in that place, with those things, in that relationship, as if it will take care of our needs forever. But Jesus’ birth story reminds us that, to be a Christian means to be on the move. Mary and Joseph were not at home when she gave birth. The shepherds were out in their fields, away from their beds. The magi traveled for over a year to find the newborn King. Those who were entrenched in their palaces and positions of power—Caesar, Quirinius, and the innkeeper—missed the birth. Mary and Joseph had to flee for their lives when Herod issued an edict to kill all the baby boys to snuff out any threat of a king. Jesus’ ministry was one of itinerant evangelism. He healed people in the towns to which He traveled. He took on the religious authorities who set up shop in the Temple as if it were their home and not a sanctuary to worship God. He traveled from Galilee to Samaria to Jerusalem, with no place to lay His head because serving God means being on the move—not for a bigger house or better job, but in order to more fully serve the One who broke into our world in the form of a newborn child.

There is movement in Christ’s arrival. Those entrusted with the Good News of Jesus were not at home. Very little was still in spite of the lyrics to our carols. As the picture of the delivery of the young messiah comes more fully into focus, the polaroid becomes a still shot for a moment—as Mary and Joseph, in a crude place of refuge, hold this baby boy who holds their future. There is so much that is unsettling in this story but, for one night, there is peace as Jesus first opens His eyes to gaze at those entrusted with His care.

A photograph, no matter how perfectly it captures a moment, is quickly dated. We look back on our wedding pictures and smile at the style of our tuxedo, the hairstyle that bears the mark of that era. We see loved ones posing with us in those images who are no longer with us. We recognize an innocence in our relationship that matures, of necessity, through the deep joys and inevitable trials of life. No matter how hard we try to settle in a permanent place, we are always in flux. We discover that meaning is not found in a particular place, no matter how magnificent. We discover that, where two or three are gathered in the name of Jesus, our lives are rich.

My dad was an Air Force chaplain who was assigned to a new base about every four years. People assume that it was difficult for our family to be on the move, continually forging new relationships. But my parents made sure that our primary need for community was met in the context of a family of six children and two loving parents. Wherever we moved, we immediately became part of a faith community. We learned about Jesus in Sunday School and Vacation Bible School through the tender leadership of teachers and preachers. My parents developed deep and lasting relationships in each of the place to which they were sent because, in those human relationships, they looked for something greater than themselves. They worshiped together and found ways to be the Body of Christ, whether they were stationed at the Air Force Academy in all its grandeur or in a converted parachute hanger that served as the base chapel in Misawa, Japan! Wherever we lived, we connected deeply to other Christians who also knew that their residence was temporary but the Christian friendships had the power to travel a lifetime.

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Even if we worship in the same sanctuary for our whole lives, as some of you here have done, we know that we can never settle down as a congregation. As followers of Jesus, whose movement was initially called “the Way”, we are continually alert to new claims on our time, talent and treasure. We know that we can’t keep doing things the same way because time and the culture outside these walls doesn’t stand still. The past two years have certainly underscored to Christ’s Church that we need to be creative about how we live safely and responsibly as disciples of Jesus. COVID has forced us to be on the move, flexible in our planning and generous in our attitudes toward each other. Some churches that were too settled in their earthly placement have closed. Some believers, who weren’t willing to adapt to new forms of worship, have drifted from the faith. The temptation to look for answers in the concrete world around us is ever-present. We are so easily distracted by all that glitters and is gold. At Christmas, we look in on a miracle that assures us that God has heard our cry: “Maranatha! Lord Jesus, come!” As the carol affirms, “…the hopes and fears of all the years are met in Thee tonight.” Maranatha is not a desperate cry but a powerful affirmation of hope in our troubled world. Jesus meets us where we are and leads us to the people and places where we can best serve.

Maybe it helps to remember that the Israelites, for forty long years, carried a mobile sanctuary through their wilderness roaming. It was called a tabernacle. They didn’t know where they would lay their heads from one night to the next but they knew that they were called to claim holiness at every stop along the way. Paul and other early church evangelists were called “apostles”, those who are “sent out.” They were not allowed in the Greek temples nor in Jewish synagogues. They were religious rejects so Paul taught the earliest disciples that they were “in Christ.” The household of God is in constant flux but we understand that there is a holiness to our journey. We create a hospitable home wherever we are so that people will meet Christ in us. Though the picture has not come into full focus, we radiate the light of the Christ Child to those who have spent years wandering in the dark. The good news at Christmas is that we are assured that Christ can be found in all the places and circumstances of our journey. Our joy, that we share with others, is found in the glimpses we have of Him along the way. That is the light that will always lead us home until the picture is fully developed and, one day, we meet Him face to face! In the meantime we pray, “Maranatha! Come, Lord Jesus!”

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A CHRISTMAS PRAYER

GOD OF JESUS CHRIST, WE MEET YOU HERE AT THE MANGER, IN AWE OF YOUR WILLINGNESS TO LIVE AMONG US. IN THE DARK OF WINTER, AGAINST A COLD LANDSCAPE, WE GATHER TONIGHT TO WATCH FOR A LIGHT—YOUR LIGHT THAT REVEALS YOU TO THE NATIONS AS THE CREATOR OF THE WORLD WHICH WE CALL HOME. WE SEE YOU AS WE LOOK IN ON THE UNLIKELY SCENE OF A BARN–A BABY BORN AT AN INCONVENIENT TIME TO AN INAUSPICIOUS COUPLE WHO CALLED ON YOU FOR THEIR STRENGTH. THANK YOU FOR JESUS. THANK YOU FOR ENTERING OUR WORLD AND SHOWING US THE WAY TO A HOLY LIFE AMIDST A CRASS CULTURE AND SELFISH WORLD.

WE PRAY FOR THOSE WHO, TONIGHT, ARE WORKING ON BEHALF OF OTHERS. WE PRAY FOR MEDICAL STAFF
WHO ARE LABORING IN OVERCROWDED HOSPITALS TO RESTORE HEALTH TO THOSE WHO ARE ILL. WE PRAY FOR POLICE AND OTHER PROTECTORS IN OUR CITIES WHO WILLINGLY WALK INTO DANGER BECAUSE OF A COMMITMENT TO THE GUARD THE COMMON GOOD. WE PRAY FOR WORKERS IN RETIREMENT FACILITIES WHO ARE WEARY FROM KEEPING A VULNERABLE POPULATION SAFE FROM A VIRUS WHILE TENDING TO THEIR SOCIAL NEEDS AS WELL. WE PRAY FOR THOSE WHO CANNOT TAKE TIME OFF BECAUSE OF THE DEMANDS PLACED ON THEM TO MAKE IMPORTANT DECISIONS THAT WILL AFFECT THE WELLBEING OF OTHERS. WE PRAY FOR THOSE WHO LABOR TONIGHT SO THAT A FEW GIFTS CAN BE UNDER THE TREE FOR THEIR CHILDREN.

AS WE GATHER TONIGHT WE LOOK BACK ON OUR YEAR WITH MIXED EMOTIONS. SOME OF US ARE AWARE OF EMPTY PLACES AROUND OUR TABLES. FOR MANY THE COVID VIRUS HAS BECOME A PERSONAL ENEMY THAT HAS TAKEN LOVED ONES AWAY AND LEFT OTHERS WEAKENED. WE HAVE EXPERIENCED SO MUCH LOSS AS A NATION AND LOOK BEYOND OUR SHORES AT A BEREAVED WORLD.

WE PRAY FOR OUR NATION. WE WONDER IF WE WILL EVER BE ABLE TO AFFIRM THAT WE ARE ONE NATION UNDER GOD, INDIVISIBLE. THE RECENT YEARS HAVE BEEN MARKED WITH BITTER DISCORD AS POLITICS HAVE POLARIZED WHILE THE NEEDS OF OUR PEOPLE HAVE RISEN. GRANT WISDOM TO OUR LAWMAKERS AND MODESTY TO THOSE IN LOFTY POSITIONS. REMIND US OF OUR CALLING TO ENSURE THAT OUR TOWNS AND CITIES ARE WELCOMING PLACES FOR ALL PEOPLE, NOT JUST AN ASSUMED ELITE.

WE ACKNOWLEDGE A MELANCHOLY THAT HAS SPREAD ALONG WITH THE VIRUS, AN AWARENESS OF POWERLESSNESS THAT HAS LED TO FRUSTRATION AND
DEPRESSION. SUSTAIN US AS WE CONTINUE TO BE CAUTIOUS WITH ONE ANOTHER, AS WE WITHHOLD HUGS AND HAND SHAKES AND SIT-DOWN MEALS TOGETHER. WE PRAY FOR THOSE WHO HAVE TRAVELED THE LAST YEARS ALONE AND WHOSE LONELINESS IS CRIPPLING. ATTUNE OUR SENSES TO THE UNSPOKEN NEEDS OF THOSE WHO QUIETLY CARRY ON DESPITE CARRYING HEAVY BURDENS.

SOMETIMES THE HARDSHIP THAT STRESSES OUR DAILY CIRCUMSTANCES ALSO ROCKS OUR FAITH. WE QUESTION YOUR GOODNESS. WE GROW ANGRY THAT YOU DON’T STEP IN TO CLEAN UP OUR MESSES. WE QUIETLY DRIFT FROM YOU, FEELING AN EMPTINESS AS WE DO SO.

TONIGHT WE ARE THANKFUL THAT YOU ARE MERCIFUL AND FORGIVING. WE CANNOT BELIEVE THAT YOU INVITE US TO BE HONEST WITH YOU, AS A LOVING PARENT WOULD ENCOURAGE A CHILD. WE DISCOVER AGAIN AND AGAIN THAT WE CAN TRUST YOU. IN OUR BROKENNESS, WE BOW BEFORE YOU. WE ARE ASTOUNDED AT YOUR GRACE AND RENEWED BY YOUR FORGIVENESS. WE ARE AWED THAT YOU CALL US FAMILY. WE REST ASSURED THAT ALL WILL BE WELL BECAUSE WE ARE CITIZENS OF YOUR REALM!

POUR OUT YOUR HOLY SPIRIT AS WE REJOICE IN YOUR GIFT OF THE CHRIST CHILD IN WHOSE NAME WE CONTINUE TO GATHER. ON THIS HOLY NIGHT WE PRAISE YOU. WE WORSHIP YOUR SON, JESUS. WE COMMIT TO FOLLOW THE LEADING OF YOUR HOLY SPIRIT INTO A NEW YEAR OF BLESSING.

WE PRAY THIS IN THE POWERFUL NAME OF THE CHRIST CHILD WHOSE BIRTH WE CELEBRATE. AMEN

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Magnificat

Mary might have been named after Moses’ sister, Miriam. Miriam is the Hebrew form of Mary. A devout Jewish family would be proud to name their daughter after such an important female figure in the faith. Miriam is credited with shaping a legacy of gratitude for her people. After God parted the waters for the Hebrew slaves to escape from the Egyptians, they found themselves safe and free on the opposite shore of the Red Sea. Their captors drowned in the waters that had momentarily opened to produce dry ground for the Jews. Astonished, they must have jumped for joy that God saw fit to liberate them. Amidst the yelling and leaping and hugging, Miriam understood who needed to be thanked. Before they moved into their new life of freedom, she sang her song, one of the first praise songs in the Old Testament. In Exodus 15 we read, “Then Miriam the prophet, Aaron’s sister, took a timbrel in her hand, and all the women followed her, with timbrels and dancing. Miriam sang to them: ‘Sing to the Lord, for he is highly exalted. Both horse and driver he has hurled into the sea.’” She danced her way through a song of gratitude to a God who rescued them.

Mark Hillmer writes, “Without that praise elicited by Miriam, Israel may well have gone the silent ways of the literature-less, liturgy-less, and history-less Philistines and Syrians whom God also ‘brought up’ at the end of the Late Bronze period. Thanks to Miriam, God’s chosen people Israel took their significant place in human history. Her call to praise founded Israel on the rock of thanksgiving. Because of her, Israel stopped to give God the glory, a task that became uniquely Israel’s.”

Years later Hannah prayed to God that she might be able to have a child. A year later, she held a boy named Samuel in her arms. When the child was weaned, Hannah dedicated him to the service of the Lord, entrusting him to an old priest named Eli. Before departing the temple, she sang a song of praise to the God who gave her this son who would grow up to anoint the first Israelite kings into service: “My heart rejoices in the Lord; in the Lord my horn is lifted high. My mouth boasts over my enemies, for I delight in your deliverance. There is no one holy like the Lord; there is no one besides you; there is no Rock like our God…” Hannah learned from Miriam the necessity of praising God before moving on with the miracle.

So Mary sang her magnificat as part of a lineage of women who knew to pause in a moment of triumph. They had been taught to give God the glory when a gift appeared seemingly out of nowhere. “My soul magnifies the Lord, and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior, for he has been mindful of the humble state of his servant. From now on all generations will call me blessed…”

How does God turn the world order on its head, exalting the meek and bringing down the mighty? By moving in the hearts of the marginalized. People looking in on their simple lives would find nothing worthy of celebration. But Miriam, Hannah, and Mary modeled worship at its best with their heartfelt songs of praise to the God who turned their mourning to dancing. Martin Luther acknowledged the power of Mary’s song when he wrote of “the hiddenness of God in the lowliness of Mary.”

God is the subject of the impressive array of verbs used in her song. God has done great things, extended mercy, performed mighty deeds, scattered the proud, brought down rulers, lifted up the humble, filled the hungry with good things… Mary’s Magnificat tells the story of a God who loves her and her people. This God has a distinctive way of ruling that exalts the lowly and humbles the lofty. Mary sang of a reversal of a system that had oppressed the poor for generations. When God is at work, the world radiates a holy light!

God’s salvation of the world was announced in the meeting of two women who could be easily overlooked. Elizabeth was so old that she might have been regarded as “no longer a woman.” Mary was so young that she might have been “not yet a woman.” They are both shocked by their unexpected pregnancy yet each embraces the truth that nothing is impossible when God is at work! These two share a dream that one day the promises of God, spoken through the prophets, would come true. God would have to win a victory over those in thrones and chariots. Elizabeth and Mary lived in the jurisdiction of Herod the Great whose renowned cruelty received backing from the Roman army. How could anything of importance happen without his knowledge or approval? Yet these two related women met in the power of the Spirit. A baby leapt in the womb. Mary felt her world shift as Elizabeth spoke prophecy about her child. God took the initiative and is the hidden hero in the narrative.

No sooner than their initial greeting was exchanged and Mary began to sing. She sang of God’s love for her and a world of struggling nobodies. Her melody exuded hope that the power structures that used good people for personal gain would be overturned. Her pure voice broke the darkness as she magnified God for choosing her for such a holy task. Though her life was threatened by this illegitimate pregnancy, Mary expressed joy. Not because she was getting what she wanted. She rejoiced because she was in God’s holy presence so she could trust her future, no matter how unconventional. Barbara Brown Taylor writes, “It is there, in that wilderness, in that empty-handed, I-give-up surrender that joy is most likely to occur. Don’t ask me why. It just does. And that is how you know God is present—because no one else knows how to make life out of death. No one else knows how to come into a dark room and turn on all the lights, surprising everyone inside with the last thing any of them ever expected: pure, unkillable joy.”

Isn’t that the surprise element in many of our favorite Christmas stories? Scrooge couldn’t take the joy from Bob Cratchett and his family because they knew that love is the best gift of the season. Mr. Potter wasn’t able to ruin George Bailey’s business because the Bailey family had lovingly served their community for decades. Those same neighbors in small-town USA sacrificed from their meager means to restore hope to George and his family. And a hard-working angel earns his wings! Even after the Grinch made off with the treats and toys in every single home, the Whos in Whoville gathered in the city square on Christmas morning. They sang a song welcoming the holy occasion. Their pure joy wrought a miracle in the Grinch’s chest: his undersized heart grew three sizes that day! Caught up in an unfamiliar feeling of love, he returned the goods to a people who easily forgave him.

Finally, we think of Charlie Brown’s Christmas. Charles Schulz was asked and willing to craft a story that would be televised in American homes in 1965. But he insisted that the true story of Christmas needed to be told. Otherwise, he stated, “Why bother doing it?” A project backed by the mega-corporation, Coca-Cola, they never balked at the idea of including New Testament passages in this made-for-TV special. Even though poor Charlie Brown selected a pathetic tree for the pageant, Linus redeemed his failure with the assurance of what Christmas is really all about. A young boy’s voice filled thousands of living rooms in what the producer called, “the most magical two minutes in all of TV animation.” Forgetting their disappointment with Charlie Brown, all was forgiven as Linus recited from Luke 2: “And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. And, lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone round about them: and they were sore afraid. And the angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people. For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Savior, which is Christ the Lord. And this shall be a sign unto you; Ye shall find the babe wrapped in swaddling clothes, lying in a manger.”

With the focus back where it belongs, Charlie Brown’s friends forgave him. They were able to see the potential in his modest tree. They broke into singing around a glittering tree, their joy unmistakable.

Our favorite holiday movies reflect the theme that joy is available for those who understand the true meaning for the season. The joy that Mary and Elizabeth shared is not contingent on circumstances. It is deeper than happiness, more lasting than LOL. It is unmatched by even the best present or a table full of your favorite people. When God is the mover and shaker behind our holidays and our year, bursting into a song of praise ought not to surprise us! When we encounter God, no one can keep us from rejoicing!

That may seem like a tall tale given the chaos in our world right now. How dare we smile when bigotry continues to limit potential and hate talk fuels angry diatribes on line and in families. As natural disasters wreak havoc and wars leave children orphaned, isn’t it irreverent to sing God’s praises? As a virus knocks us down, claiming lives and impairing futures, where do we discern our Creator’s work?

When has God broken through your hardship and filled you with joy? When have you discovered that God’s plans for your life are better than anything you could ever devise? When has the God of Jesus Christ turned your world on its head, standing up for the needs of the lowly? Rescuing you from a mess of your own making? Letting you know that all is well even if it seems like all is lost? Miriam, Hannah and Mary remind us of our spiritual heritage. We are part of a long lineage of folks whose impulse is to praise our Maker in all circumstances. Barbara Brown Taylor reminds us of this inheritance through her words: “The only condition for joy is the presence of God. Joy happens when God is present and people know it, which means it can erupt in a depressed economy, in the middle of a war, in an intensive care waiting room.”

This week we welcome Jesus into our world once again. Mary’s little boy was the fulfillment of Old Testament prophecy. He wasn’t the King His people expected but He gave them much more than they ever would have requested. Whatever your circumstances, no matter your past, Jesus will transform your life. His promise to His disciples still gives us hope: “I will see you again, and your hearts will rejoice, and no one will take your joy from you.” (John 16:22)

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Greetings, Favored One

My next guest needs no introduction. We met Gabriel about six months ago in the Jerusalem temple when old man Zechariah, feeling his aches and pains, climbed the stairs to the incense altar. He had a startling vision. Gabriel, in all his glory, turned the priest’s allotted time of duty into an earth-shattering revelation! The angel told him some pretty crazy stuff, so outrageous that the respectable man of God questioned this holy messenger. “Your elderly wife is going to have a son and you are to give him the name John.”

Casting doubt on the message of God’s emissary can carry a stiff penalty. For his disbelief (you could hardly blame the old guy), Zechariah was muted. No voice. No way to tell of this remarkable experience. But his brush with angel wings left its mark on the cleric. As he left the temple, wide-eyed and radiant, folks knew he’d had an encounter with the living God while serving in the sanctuary. Zechariah went home and had several months of quiet to reflect on the experience. Everything Gabriel said came true! When the child was born, his voice was restored. The priest’s doubts melted away as he held his baby boy in his old man arms. “We shall name him John.”

Today we meet Gabriel once again! He’s on the move for God, this time visiting a young woman. If delivering news of a pregnancy for an old woman was difficult, this time his message was more absurd. As he floated into view, he praised the bride-to-be with a blessing from God: “Greetings, you who are highly favored. The Lord is with you.” His words of blessing were not enough to allay her alarm. He moved quickly into words of reassurance that he knew she needed: “Do not be afraid…”

It can be frightening to be visited by an angel!

When has God shown up and offered you reassurance?

A woman was leaving an AA meeting. There weren’t many secrets in small towns and her struggle was practically public knowledge. She often felt on the periphery of community life, sideways glances coming her way in the local diner. At the bar, she fit in. But her life needed a reboot. She attended meeting after meeting, wondering if it would help. She had no other choice but to change course. Leaving a meeting one dark, winter evening, she felt led to take a different way home. She said it seemed as if she was no longer the one at the wheel. She was frightened but obedient. As an unseen force served as her GPS, she found herself approaching a church. She had never been much of one for organized religion. But she knew to turn into the parking lot. Her hands moved to turn off the ignition and exit the car. She approached the side door of the church and it was open. The lighting was soft and a table of lit votive candles drew her in. She easily found the sanctuary and took a seat in the back. No one was there but the space welcomed her. She looked around this foreign territory and the weight she had carried for years melted away. She slumped into the wooden pew and wept quietly. In that space she felt safe. All fear melted away as she understood that she was led there and was meant to be there. That was the beginning to a routine of concluding each AA meeting with a visit to the church. Confession and a palpable assurance of pardon.

“Greetings, you who are highly favored, the Lord is with you.”

Gabriel wanted the young woman to understand that she was known. He called her by name: “Do not be afraid, Mary, you have found favor with God.”

Mary. In the depths of her soul, she understood that this was a holy encounter custom-tailored for her. God had noticed her. The fear lost its grip and she listened to Gabriel’s words.

A parish pastor, two decades into his career, was discouraged. He knew something in his life had to change and he was pretty sure it related to his vocation. He felt like a stranger to himself and to his God. He kept praying though he no longer felt God’s nearness. He tried to stay open to God’s presence but felt as though he was in the wilderness. One night, he had a dream. Later he would tell crowds of people that it was more like a visitation. In the dream he was walking in a barren setting and he saw Jesus walking toward him. Jesus was dressed in a long robe, as he might imagined from the illustrations in his long-ago children’s Bible. He was both terrified and overjoyed. In this nocturnal meeting, Jesus called him by name. But it wasn’t the name by which God had called him in the past. He was given his father’s name at birth so the family called him by a nickname—Bobby– to minimize confusion. From his early calling into ministry and in each parish he served, he felt known by God as Bobby. But, in this meeting, Jesus called him Robert. He was being prepared for a new venture with his grown-up name. When he awakened, he didn’t remember many words but he felt loved into a new calling. He was left with a clear directive to attend a certain conference in a particular place. Several weeks later, he obeyed. At that conference, he got excited about a ministry of equipping pastors for planting congregations. His heart was filled with a passion for ministry once again. In time he would be the key note speaker at national conferences that prepared pastors to establish churches in places where the Gospel was not preached. He confessed to our group something he learned from his night time encounter: Jesus always shows up in the wilderness and calls us by name. Like Simon, who was renamed Peter by Jesus. Or the woman from Magdala who grieved in the garden outside the tomb until Jesus said just one word to her: Mary. She fell at His feet, knowing it was the Savior she loved.

Do not be afraid, Robert, you have found favor with God.

Gabriel knew that he had news to deliver that would rock Mary’s world. Having set her heart at ease and assuring her that she was beloved by the God she served, Gabriel spoke the message he was sent to deliver: “You will be with child and give birth to a son, and you are to give him the name Jesus. He will be great and will be called the Son of the Most High.” Mary’s world shifted on its axis with this announcement. She was engaged but not yet married. She asked for clarification, understanding at her young age that this could not be true: “How can this be…” The same question had muted old Zechariah for several months. But Mary seemed to ask with curiosity and an open spirit. The explanation was far from detailed but gave her what she needed to know. In that moment, in a stirring deep within, she knew that she was being entrusted with a life that would be precious not just for her but for an aching world.

There were not the usual gifts to Mary’s pregnancy. Mary was young and engaged to a carpenter. They lived in a backwoods province that was poorly regarded. One of Jesus’ disciples, years later when being urged to meet and follow Him, would judge Jesus’ pedigree with these words, “Can anything good come out of Nazareth?” Mary’s pregnancy out of wedlock would bring public scrutiny and could lead to her being stoned to death. This child would never play the part of a traditional oldest son and He would die a criminal’s death. Nothing about the scene would lead anyone to believe that God Almighty was involved. With few details given, Mary shifted at the center of her very being. From that moment, she knew that she no longer lived for herself. Gabriel assured her that the God she served was behind this miraculous new creation. Revealing the news about elderly Elizabeth’s pregnancy, Gabriel concluded his visit with the bride-to-be with a promise: “For nothing is impossible with God.”

She sat in her doctor’s office, stunned with the news that she was pregnant. She had been told she wouldn’t be able to have children. She and her husband had gone through the stages of grief and learned to live with contentment. Their circumstances were pleasant and their relationships, rewarding. But now there would be a baby? She was in her late 30’s so tests were done. An ultrasound revealed some concerning factors that could indicate that the child would suffer from disabilities. In sharing the results with the couple, the doctor asked if they wanted to continue with the pregnancy. They were both shocked at the question.  Something from deep within told this mother that this child was special. God’s eye was on this unborn baby and, regardless of future health or wellbeing, the child was meant to be in their care. The pregnancy continued normally and, with both excitement and trepidation, the birthday arrived. A perfect little boy entered their world, with a healthy cry and all parts working well. The unexpected child they held would grow up to be a gifted musician. He captured the beauty of God’s world with his voice and instrument. His music sang out God’s glory for the unlikely gift of his life. His mother would recall the doctor’s warnings that his life might not be worth living.

But she hung onto a promise: “For nothing is impossible with God.”

Young Mary, no longer naïve, had listened closely to the angel’s words. How would she respond to this unsolicited call on her life? Would she try to reject God’s consecrating presence in her life? Would she profess unworthiness, like her ancestor in the faith, Moses? Would she try to run from God’s calling, like Jonah? Would she cry out to God that this sacrifice asked to much of her, like Elijah as he despaired of his life? Or would she submit, like her relative Elizabeth, who already felt the stirrings of new life in her womb? Was she remembering the words of elderly Sarah when she learned she would finally bear a son for old Abraham: “What is impossible for mortals is possible for God.”

Mary’s answer was anchored in a hope she would need when this beloved Son faced His crucifixion. Her answer reflected a resurrection faith before she could understand the destiny of this boy for her and for her world: “I am the Lord’s servant. May it be to me as you have said.” The deep faith with which Mary was raised dictated obedience. She submitted to God’s will and prepared to welcome a Son who would one day pray, “Not my will but Yours be done.” He was His mother’s Son. The unfathomable loss she suffered would lead to salvation for all. The Spirit moved and, at great risk to herself, Mary said “yes.”

I wonder where you have seen the Spirit at work, moving us from incredulity to obedience? I think of a church member who retired from teaching only to move across the country to pursue an advanced degree. Nothing about it made sense at first but she knew God was behind it. I think of a businessman who felt led to leave a secure position to start his own company. The vocational shift wreaked of risk but he felt God’s prompting and obeyed. It has led him across the world and brought him back to his home sanctuary regularly to offer God praise. More importantly to him, it led him to establish an orphanage as his business took root overseas. It now supports one hundred children with room, board and schooling. If they wish to work for his company when they are done with their schooling, they have a secure future. I think of a couple in our congregation who felt God’s leading to double the number of children in their family by adopting two children.  Knowing the calling came from above, they never considered the costs, only the benefits. They expanded their hearts and the walls of their home to make room. I think of how God moved in the midst of depression and led a member to write daily prayers as a means of blessing to others. I think of a young man in the congregation who is choosing our churchyard for an Eagle Scout project. He’s excited to beautify the grounds of his home church. I noticed how a woman in the pews last week felt the movement of the Spirit when technology failed. In a pinch, this woman of petite stature stood before her church family and preached a sermon about joy. Her spontaneous proclamation was received with applause.

Greetings, favored one, the Lord is with you.

I wonder where you have seen the Spirit at work, leading you to obey in spite of the risks.  I wonder when the impossible has made sense and moved you to tears. I wonder when you have allowed God to be your GPS and found yourself in a holy place where God lifted the weight off your shoulders. When has God called you by name and welcomed you as a beloved child?

“I am the Lord’s servant,” Mary answered. “May it be to me as you have said.” Then the angel left her.